THURSDAY 2/1/07
i just got hit with another financial emergency
so may not be able to pay menagerie castle rent today
which means i would have to remove everything asap
so my subleasor can recieve the expected rent from someone else asap
ive been praying all day not to be anxious
but im starting to feel really nauseas
=;-Q
UPDATE...FRIDAY, 2/2/07
i was relieved to know that the subleasor had someone who would take over the lease asap so he wouldnt lose the rent money he was expecting from me
imagine how i felt knowing he wasnt getting the funds for rent that before the emergency i was on my way to bring him later that day...he probably counts on it to pay some of his own obligations
but guess what !!!!???
one of my client friends offered to lend me the money and reminded me of many advantages of trying to keep the castle if at all possible
not to mention the peace of mind i was enjoying from " stalker relief "..lol
VS experiencing the M word "m o v e"...in a last minute rush tomorrow
envisioning myself packing and making multiple trips up and down our apartment stairs also at the same time preparing for the benefit next week...
i considered how much nicer it would be to just take the offered loan for an easy solution
however, it still didnt feel right because i was praying for God to provide a miracle for another confirmation that it is definitely His Will for us to keep it...without going into debt...
just as He did when i didnt have the money for the first months rent and insurance... and regarding other castle needs
so i asked Him to please give me some obvious sign of His direction on this decision
that i could not doubt was directly from Him
within a few minutes
(but seemed like hours knowing each minute going by was risking a new tenant recieving our lease at any second )
i got a phone call from the insurance company that has been negotiating compensation for that accident in miracle mobile caravan on the way home from our lifegroup fieldtrip 2 yrs ago
he was informing me that they are mailing the settlement check on monday !!!
in which case i dont mind borrowing just until then
ok, so after i could breath again, i immediately called to be sure it wasnt too late
and my call just then, literally interrupted what was about to be an agreement with a new tenant
( apparantly one of many who are anxious to have it )
i just returned from there still in joyful shock !!!
HALLELEUJAH !!!
Our Provider strikes again !!!
&;-)
ps
now lets still pray that He strikes even again for the success of our benefit next week